I fear boredom.  I don't know why.  It's just the way it is.  I should be happy that my two hardest classes are now over, but I instead feel empty.  I should look forward to a fun trip I've been planning this month, but I realize that once it passes (or even in the midst of it), there will be nothing but a void.

     I can't help feeling similar to Jonathan Shields in "The Bad and the Beautiful" (1952).  It has haunted me ever since I watched it two years ago for a film class.  Of course, I will never betray anyone for any means, but like Shields, once a project or goal is finished, I don't feel satisfied at all.  Instead, I feel anguish and longing - like I have just lost purpose and have suddenly been reduced to nothing.  I can be anything and do anything, but once I stop, I sink away into the shadows.

     It is not as if I pursue a goal or task because I enjoy it either.  It...[More]

It's okay because he's in a much better place now... No he's not - he's right there rotting away in front of you!

Sometimes you just want to scream, but at the same time you don't want to be heard.

Moon's Guidance (2010) by Denny Schneidemesser

Far Beyond the Stars (2010) by Denny Schneidemesser

You can't judge me.  I've already done that.

Ran into this problem earlier today when printing from Adobe Photoshop or Illustrator.  Basic symptoms are that the print dialogue takes almost a minute to pop up and then any navigation through the options is very slow.  The printer settings also do not show current ink levels.

It turns out this problem can be fixed by simply deleting the following file:
C:\ProgramData\Epson\Printer there is a file called EPAUDF01.AUD

The file is normally supposed to be very small but this problem occurs when the file somehow builds up over 1 MB or more.

More details found through some digging here:
http://forums.adobe.com/message/3212547

In times of need, we gather together to unitedly state the obvious.

This is an odd bug, but if you try to specify a background for a link on hover (a:hover), the background may not take effect in Internet Explorer 8.  Fortunately it is an easy fix but not very obvious.

Basically make sure to specify the background in the non-hover state; if there is none, then set it to transparent.  Your CSS would then look like this:

a {
background-color:transparent;
}
a:hover {
background-color:#CCC; /* or whatever color you want */
}

Hopefully this saves some time for someone out there.  It took a while of playing around to finally get it working but ah well.

I once walked into a tree... and LIVED.

There are always two sides to an issue, only if you have no idea what the issue is about.

Vitality becomes youth.
Weariness becomes age.
Sleep becomes death.

     Been doing a lot of work with pocket projectors lately.  One problem I've run into with them is the throw length.  It's no fun having something portable if you still need a lot of space to do any projecting.  So I did some experimenting with mirrors to see if I can "simulate" the extra distance for the projector without actually using much space.


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Thinking you subconsciously act against your will is just a conscious act of denial.

Aurora Theory by Blackhole12

Crystalline Landscape by Blackhole12

As children, we pondered the meaning of words, but as adults, we can only think in terms of them.

Never become a shadow of your former self.

Nothing, nothing... just letting some ideas rot in the back of my mind.

Just when you think you've reached your goal, you move right pass it and realize there was never an end in the first place.