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Knowledge is Not a Roof

July 5th, 2016 | Posted by pftq in Thought of the Day | #
Use what you know as a foundation, but don't let it become a roof that confines you.  Knowledge confirms what's true but doesn't dictate what isn't.
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Butterfly at the Windowsill

June 30th, 2016 | Posted by pftq in Thought of the Day | #
A butterfly lay dead at my windowsill this morning, inside, having been unable to escape to the world just beyond the glass.
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Ambiguity of Race

June 30th, 2016 | Posted by pftq in Blabberbox | #
     This is a funny thing that's dogged me since I was a child, but for whatever reason, people often seem to have a really hard time identifying my ethnicity by my appearance.  I've had people who were the same ethnicity as me literally tick off every race they could think of except their own race, of which I was the same, despite having known me for years.  I guess it doesn't help that my last name is one of the rarest in the world, and it is all the more ironic that it actually translates to "nobody" in the original language.*

     Just the other day though, someone completely off the streets of NYC just bumped into me and actually tried to speak Spanish to me first before switching to English (spoilers, I'm neither Spanish nor Mexican).  That was a surprise even to me (and perhaps to the other guy as well who kept talking for 5 min before realizing I didn't understand a word he was saying).  It's one thing for someone who's known me for years not to know we were the same ethnicity.  It's a whole new level for a complete stranger who is not the same ethnicity to mistake me as one of their own.

     It's not even like I'm mixed heritage or anything.  Both my parents are straight up full-blooded natives from their home country, the same country.  Maybe it comes from the way I grew up.  For one, I'm not religious nor do I have any cultural traditions.  It doesn't mean I just do whatever though or that I'm atheist, just that I'm agnostic about a lot of things and adopt what makes sense to me.  The irony is that people who are white or Americanized would frequently think I'm not Western enough, and people who are not would constantly accuse me of being white-washed.  I get criticized for being too conservative in the way I live my life, yet those same people then say I'm way too crazy and risk-taking in my endeavors.  Maybe I'm just the only normal person left (note: sarcasm - apparently it's too much to assume people have context clues now - also sarcasm).

     The funniest part is people often think I have an accent, but I grew up with and can only speak English.  I mean, it'd make sense if I had another primary language that I was more proficient at, but if you take away my one and only language, then uhm... I mean, what else can I say?


* I get always get people who are skeptical on this point, but I've had complete strangers who are actually native to my family's home country, meet me for the first time, both read and pronounce my last name, and then ask me what kind of last name is "nobody." If someone (and many people over the years in this case) from the original language thinks it means nobody, then there really is no "technically it is this or it just sounds like that."
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Life is Strange OST

June 19th, 2016 | Posted by pftq in Stuck in My Head | #
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Just Atoms and Electrons

June 15th, 2016 | Posted by pftq in Thought of the Day | #
Just ones and zeroes? You're just atoms and electrons, but I don't see you equating yourself to the rock on ground.
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Sound and Light

June 14th, 2016 | Posted by pftq in Thought of the Day | #
Sound is vibration across space. Light is vibration across time. You hear sound from everywhere at once but only one point in time. You see light from one direction in space but literally across all of time.
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Arc of Life

June 14th, 2016 | Posted by pftq in Thought of the Day | #
In the comfort of youth, I long for the worlds beyond.  In pursuit of the unknown, I yearn for the older, simpler days of familiarity.  In realizing the world I seek does not exist in reality, I run away into my dreams, only for them to fade into memories of what I tried to leave behind.  Hence, God created death.
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Stereo Mic Recording on Creative Sound Blaster Z

June 12th, 2016 | Posted by pftq in Blabberbox | #
This wasn't immediately clear to me and all search results seem to point at this being a bug that the Creative Sound Blaster Z cannot actually record its mic input in stereo, but after some messing around, it turns out that the solution is to just switch the jack configuration to "Line-In" in the Sound Blaster control panel.  It actually even clears up all the buzz/static/noise as well that normally comes with microphone input.  I'm guessing mic mode itself is mono, but literally the cabling and audio is the same whether you are on mic or line-in.  You might as well always leave it on line in and even get the benefits of no static or noise.  Hopefully this saves other people the hassle and starts clearing the confusion on whether this card can actually record in stereo (it can!).
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