Growing Up
Sometimes you wish you didn't have to grow up. But you do want to grow up. You just don't want to become a different person.
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Machine with No Confidence
Work like a machine, yet have no confidence. What good is that?
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Left Unsaid
So many things left unsaid... so many things written but left unread.
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Head in the Clouds
Some watch the clouds and say they're beautiful.
Others stick their heads in and can't see a thing.
Others stick their heads in and can't see a thing.
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Speak For Yourself
Stop saying 'we' and say 'I'. Speak for yourself before you speak for others.
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Dreams of Flight
I woke in my dream and was surprised I could fly.
I woke up this morning and wondered why I couldn't.
I woke up this morning and wondered why I couldn't.
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Things to Watch
Just things on the internet worth seeing over time if you haven't seen them already. Some are old, some are new, ... Feel free to send me more links to add! 
3D Projection Mapping - Using projectors to apply effects to real buildings and objects. More with live people from Sila Svetta, Bot & Dolly's Box, Light Harvest's Immersive Surfaces (Manhattan Bridge)
The Box Man - A man and a box. Inspired by Japanese author Kobe Abe.
Caldera...[More]
The Box Man - A man and a box. Inspired by Japanese author Kobe Abe.
Caldera...[More]
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State of Identity
Gone are the days when one would try to learn from the successful. Now we have those who turn a blind eye to the solution, embrace their problems with pride, and become one with their failures.
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Fate's Astray
And even if we keep ourselves away... Fate comes down and leads us astray.
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Coal
Thought without action. Life without meaning. A lump of coal without wheels.
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Void
I fear boredom. I don't know why. It's just the way it is. I should be happy that my two hardest classes are now over, but I instead feel empty. I should look forward to a fun trip I've been planning this month, but I realize that once it passes (or even in the midst of it), there will be nothing but a void.
I can't help feeling similar to Jonathan Shields in "The Bad and the Beautiful" (1952). It has haunted me ever since I watched it two years ago for a film class. Of course, I will never betray anyone for any means, but like Shields, once a project or goal is finished, I don't feel satisfied at all. Instead, I feel anguish and longing - like I have just lost purpose and have suddenly been reduced to nothing. I can be anything and do anything, but once I stop, I sink away into the shadows.
It is not as if I pursue a goal or task because I enjoy it either. It...[More]
I can't help feeling similar to Jonathan Shields in "The Bad and the Beautiful" (1952). It has haunted me ever since I watched it two years ago for a film class. Of course, I will never betray anyone for any means, but like Shields, once a project or goal is finished, I don't feel satisfied at all. Instead, I feel anguish and longing - like I have just lost purpose and have suddenly been reduced to nothing. I can be anything and do anything, but once I stop, I sink away into the shadows.
It is not as if I pursue a goal or task because I enjoy it either. It...[More]
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A Better Place
It's okay because he's in a much better place now... No he's not - he's right there rotting away in front of you!
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Silent Scream
Sometimes you just want to scream, but at the same time you don't want to be heard.
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